Flip flop

I was supposed to work so much this weekend but since it was the first summer weekend and some old friends came to visit... I used the time wisely. I thought while being away from the computer and enjoying the beach! There is nothing like to hang out with your friends at the beach and watching the sun going south while having dinner ... I still can´t believe I live here. ;)

But then tonight it hit me even more! I watched a couple of movies from the Pangea Filmfestival! I was amazed and shivering again. There is so much to do and I never know where to start. But recently I catch myself a lot of times why am I being so pathetic about being Ms. Peace? I could just as well be as egoistic (and I probably am) as everyone else. Why do I want to change things and why do I care? The world is a pretty strange place to live in. It is dominated by nature but yet society believes to be in control. Why do I care about this stuff and why don´t I have a 9-5 job? 

The only answer I have now: Because of what Ms Diaz said - basically everyone is the same and wants the same: love and security and provide for the family. All over the world there are the same principles. But something went wrong when some developed different then others and that is when i t got unfair. But so far "ECONOMY!" seems to be the only principal, which works. I always get to here: the market gets what the market requests for!! Well but how about stupidity? Can you guys help me to explain to people that market based economy will drive us nuts!!! I only have my stomach to trust but not enough arguments. Explain to me what is sustainability and why should we pursue it?